More Than words

2012-01-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

omg, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai blog. sorry to abandon you. anyway, happy 2012 people. I know this is quite laaate. but ssokay ;) anyway, school re-open tmr . uhhhhhh, i don't want to go to school! umm, i'm cleaning and settling everything by today. hmm. currently stuck with cleverbot. pffft i got other thing to do buttt, yeahh twitter -.-

btwww, i'm think i'm not gonna active on facebook. but i'll check it once a week. sorry.

yeah i'm using twitter. follow me @farazeman

xxfarah

My coolest cousins ;)

2011-12-20T13:59:00.000+08:00

*memang aku malas nak rotate -.- sorryy

anyway, really had fun with em :}

i love my cousinssssssssssssssssssssssss! 8)

hihookkkk

Baaaaaiii

2011-12-09T07:38:00.001+08:00

Byeess. Going fer holiday. Heheh. Love youhhh. Anyway, ive been on twitter all these while. Sorry, i even abandon this blog. Hee. Kyeah gtg. Btw follow me @farazeman. Stay cool yo. Xxfarah

#OmbakRindu

2011-12-06T14:58:00.001+08:00

Best Malay Romance Movie EVER!

it touches my heart seriously and i cried :}

There's sooo many sweet sayings inside this movie. Love ittt

I want to read the novel. um actually mama borrowed it from my cousin.

But, i'm a lil fussy. so yeah besides i want to own this book :)

woo farah jiwang. hahah

anyway, sapa-sapa tak tengok lagi kan? pergi la tengok ye.

Or sapa-sapa yang rasa berat nak pergi wayang. Kau tunggu la Astro First #MAMA

yippppsssss <3

oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah better la dari breaking dawn kau tuu.

Breakfast Orang Bujang

2011-12-02T09:29:00.001+08:00

Made my own breakfast. Well it doesnt look yummy, but i just need some food. Hee. Sso today? Ummmm i shall study and tuition later. Noope i didnt bath YET. At 10 maybe? Today woke up at 7. Woo. Cool everyday i wake up early. At least one of my holiday plan is working. Wee. What should i study fer today? Hmmm. I need to figure out physics and maybe sejarah after that. Uh but distracted by phone and twitter especially. Hmph. Nvm, i'll study. Xxfarah. Btw, good morning! :D

BACK TO DECEMBER ALL THE TIME

2011-12-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

Hii december! ;) please be kind to me. I do hate you for some reason. Sorry :) Anyway i did nothing much today. And yeaah my twitter is bacck. I dont post it on facebook. Hmm. Um so, follow me @farazeman. Love youh. Twitter is going to be a place for me to say out things that i cant say out on facebook. LOLs.Happy december everyone! Xxfarah

Yaaw

2011-11-29T16:31:00.001+08:00

I'm being a total loner. Keeping myself alone and all. Hahah, since when i'm into this? Uh. Anyway cant wait for next week, goobye everything. Time to get my life back. Hahaha. Btw, breaking dawn part1 is stupid. Sorry to the twilight sagas' freak. I don't know how did you guys find it interesting when there is not even a single joke. And um yeah they do look sweet together. But that was.before bella turn out to be so called horrible sickness -.- anyway mum pissed for dragging her into a such movie. Okay, xx farah.

2011-11-25T20:43:00.001+08:00

Feeling so heartless, hopeless, and a sudden strike that i want to kill anyone who talk to me right now. kbye. I'm sorry to those people, i'm not in the fcking mood and i don't know why --'

2011-11-24T21:40:00.001+08:00

Slept at 12+ and woke up at 7. Abah came and sat on my bed. He woke me up and said 'Mama suruh gerak, kita kena pi jumpa nek. dia dah meninggal'

was so sleepy that time and i reply him 'nek mana?'

'Nek mana lagi kita ada? Nek .....'

I straight away woke up and said bila? dia sakit apa?

Explain gave me the shortest explain and i just keep quite.

She is my mum's grandma btw. Al-fatihah

So we went there like a total stranger without mama. Abah felt awkward too tho since he gotta sit with the guys and i was all alone with few girls which myself not sure whether am i related to them or not?

Feel a lil relieved after my life saviour agree to go home -.-

Muka senang sebab perut kenyang. hee

back home and alone.

and i feel like I.NEED.A.NEW.PROFILE.PICTURE -.-

Cute looking attempt :p

xxfarah

ROAAAAAR MALAYSIA

2011-11-22T12:11:00.001+08:00

First off, congrats to the Malaysia football team. Seriously, salute gila dengan jiwa you guys yang tak akan pernah give up even sampai penalty dah.

Next, about indonesian. hmphh, you guys seriously tak belajar manners. Learn how to respect others. Your obvious stupidity, ignorance, and rudeness reflects by boo-ing and screaming out loud when our state anthem were on. You can hate us as much as you want but please have some respect K. Mai negara orang cari rezeki, shopping, have fun and so on. Tapi nak respect sat pun tak reti? THINK please.

Here come the happy faces :}

proud gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :*

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, bapak hotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

Kenapa lahhh. Ouww semalam menjerit gilaaa pasai fahmi ni.

Salute laa cara dia tangkap bolaaaa <3

uhh yes, kuat gila aku menjerit. I bet my friends can imagine.

Lepas bola, i told mama.

'Esok tak maw keluaq rumah, habih jiran dah dengaq aniis menjerit. MALUU'

besides, memang tak keluaq rumah pun -.-

xxfarah p.s love you fahmi <3

2011-11-19T17:33:00.001+08:00

ooi, I miss you kkkkkkkkkkkkk. I wish you got a system which can read what i want.
waiting..keep waiting....
_________________________________________________

Ssso holiday starts today, plans? uhh not yet o.o
Gotta list all down by tonight. umm no idts i should post it but i shall leak some tho.
Few plans are already in ma head. just need to write it down so that i remember ;)
My miserable plan is study. It's gonna start by this coming Monday. Not gonna waste my every single day with tumblr and facebook and that's the reason why i'm not using twitter. Trying my best to cut down my social networks. Another reason besides that, i'm self learning. I don't have the 3 science subjects tuition through out this holiday. I wish i have one tho. I need someone to help me for physics :/ Gotta face the hell all on my own. I don't have any friends to help me out. Maybe i do, but there's no way to get them especially during holiday. hmph. I'm going to revise every corner of it. I don't want to be called stupid at home anymore. So yeah. But i do want my holiday to be awesome tho. coz this is the last december holiday as a student. Have fun people, happy holidayyy!

p.s i'm starting to miss my friends. I bet everyone does <3

xxfarah

2011-11-18T18:01:00.001+08:00

because we friends are so cool liddat <3

Last day :')

2011-11-18T16:30:00.001+08:00

So this is her. You gonna see lots lots of her face on my page -.-

Last day was nothing much tho,

had fun spending time with them in class.

had pizza during so called class party

had my last recess of 2011 at canteen

went for edboard meeting and i certified myself that i'm not gonna have a life next year

a few drops of tears coz the whole gang are not in my class and all alone next year

gave the last hug to people i love

finally, said bye and happy holidays to people i talked to

Tadi puan latha dok bagi aku ketaq. Suddenly dia cakap duit tak boleh amik sebab tadak surat. Muka pucat gila kot. Padahal muka dia dok tahan nak gelak tengok muka kami -.-

sorry guys. Tak save group photo. how sad :(

love this picc :}

Over all, i love my sweet sixteen year in cgl. End up with peace to everyone.

Had so much fun through out the year.

I learned alot. really alot.

I learned, friendship, how to overcome problems, how to be responsible, how to be nice even when you hate it, not to judge a book by it's cover, how to keep going through the hell situation, ALOT i learned ALOT.

thank you people for the memories made. love youuu <3

2011-11-17T18:09:00.001+08:00

omg, yes! finally this is what i want to read! agree. FTW

2011-11-17T15:15:00.001+08:00

Just want to tell you how much i hate you right now. For blackmailing me -.-

JK oKay.

I would have died if she wasn't there for me. My punch bag forevah <3

2011-11-15T22:38:00.001+08:00

When your bestfriend misses a day of school and the next day you’re all like,

PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME AGAIN.

hahahahahah, this is what i did this morning. ROFL.

Awesome Kem Kepimpinan 2011

2011-11-14T21:15:00.001+08:00

Morning, woke up early. Not so early la. heh

Reach school around 7 with my big bag -.-

we got the different bus, uh how sad.

Diana, Syikin and Farah Aqilah went into another bus

while me, Erma, Fazliza, Izni& Suhada in the same bus. Did camwhore, but the pics is not with me. so yeah

We reach around 11+ first impression was, we are going into the jail. like wooo it does looks like one either

They actually print out a banner? like hehh

Got into our dorm, weeeee

Next we form our own group.got spilt.frustrated.some not happy with their new group.

In dorm.

I love to plank on Diana and Erma. Singing/Screaming I need a doctor.

Being sexy before shower. Jump from one bed to another.

Jump off from top to bottom without using the stairs. Kick my friend's face when she try to wake me up

Get annoyed by them at night. Can't sleep at night. Keep asking D whether she already slept or not

So many things happened that makes me wanna go back in time :')

i really miss those crazy moments with this crazy ass. LOL peace <3

Just loving the place so much :}

So this is my friend who anti camera so much and i don't know why -.-

Syikinnnnnnnnnnn <3 ehh, tudung bulat gila. ishh

Love to plank :)

Banyak nyaaa aku camwhore dengan diana --'

LOL, she was like 'what is lomo?'

Saturday night :)

Awesome night. My group, super mario won 1st place. whoooots

we act something bout ghost story and it's simple but i think it's nice. I keep myself calm so that i don't laugh. LOL

Boredd, so camwhore. hahah :p

weeeeeeeee, love that night :}

Sunday. sad day.

we leave the place around 12+

Sempat tangkap gambar lagi. hee

Diana is always lyk dat -.-

Looves <3

Bus problem -.- we decided to change bus without telling the teacher.

Firstly, me, erma, diana, syikin and farah in the same bus which is already the correct one for me and erma

Then they said they're in the wrong bus, so ok. We got to the next one, which is soo greeen and awesome.

It's for the sports. so ok we change to the next one.

Baru nak naik bus then someone call erma to go back to our first bus. So i go with her with my tudung terbuka and we found an empty sit. TIRING -.- urgghhh

I love sitting beside erma. mhihihihi :p

Till now then.

I will always remember every single moments that we made together during this 3days camp :')

I promise that i will never ever leave this memories behind. Never.

:')

CAMP :D

2011-11-10T22:51:00.001+08:00

I've packed everything. yippieeeeeeee

off to camp at pendang lake resort, for 3days 2 night. Coolioooo

wheeeeeeeeeeee

Oh it's already 11, need to sleep deeee :(

Byeee, doakan saya selamat sampai dan balik. Amin :)

cos we're awesome like that 8)

2011-11-10T22:27:00.001+08:00

Happy to say that we're done with EVERYTHING.

Every part of the school magazine! yayy!

um unless 'she' doesn't find certain of the pages is 'CUUTE' then hmph --'

Just loving everythinggg :}

Salute us for doing this! 8D

Please appreciate our hardwork. I'm tired of listening to complains

and those fussy ass that can't shut their mouth. blerghh

Ssso here some of our haappy 'CUUTE' face. mhihihihi <3

Must be wondering why i'm using 'CUUTE'? hahaha. Can't explain it here. Too public :p

Btw, cglians please stop asking us when the magazine gonna release coz no you're not getting it before school holiday. I don't really think so lah. Maybe during school holiday. Not sho sure, gotta ask the printer first ;)

and lastly, i just wanna spit this out. I don't think so YOU gonna read this either. I don't think so YOU even know bout my blog. So yeah. Good my blog doesn't a person like YOU to read my stuff

okay, YOU. I hate YOU soo much! seriously i can't even look at your bloody face every time i pass by YOU. I feel like chopping your body into zillions of pieces! Bloody irresponsible bitch. I hate you.

Good that i don't have to see you anymore. You know what life is? go get one.

You desperately need it and learn how to be a real human on earth.

xxfarah

Eid Adha

2011-11-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the delay. Malas. hee

Sssooo, this is the first raya i woke up quite late. We all were rushing since we woke up at 8 and prayer starts at 9 o.o

and i din't iron my clothes yet. Mama offer to help me out, so wee.

End up wearing usual cotton and a normal chiffon shawl -.-

Let me tell you something, hello you come to mosque to PRAY not to show off.

There this one women who sat beside me in the mosque. She smiled at me and i realized that she wore heavy make ups. I was like whuut? Are you kiddin me? In the mosque, like seriously?

Stop being completely ignorant about Islam rules. You're in a mosque not kelab dangdut.

Gosh like seriously we need someone to put up a signboard

'WASH YOUR FACE IF YOU'RE WEARING MAKE UP, NOBODY GONNA LOOK AT YOU'

Enough of this, malas nak layan orang lame.

Theeen, went to granny's

After makaaaaaaaan, we vainnn <3

Loves.

Syikin came over, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

Loving this pic 8D i don't think so you can read the words o.O

Enlarge it, hee

xxfarah

2011-11-05T21:58:00.001+08:00

Went to queens today. heeeee :}

Watched shark night. umm not bad lah jugak.

omg kak imah terkejut banyak kali -.- LOL

Gelaaap sebab tak sempat nak tangkap gambaq time cerah. heh -.-

We only spent few hours. uhh, sokay next time pulak kay? :}

Love herr. Take care pretty.

Hey, i've grown up k.

2011-11-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

First off, I’ve grown up. I am not what I wasanymore. People change. So come on, stop spitting out what I was anymore andstop comparing to what I was. K, another thing. I am really not stupid anymore,I’m not the type of girl who can be easily get fooled by. Yknow what? There areso many bitches out there that can play your idiotic game, but not me. Yes, Imay still trust people easily, but I got brain that helps me to think which isright and wrong. I am not an ignorant bitch FYI. Doesn’t mean I talk to you andflirt you means I like you. Idiot please don’t get this wrong. Sorry, but Ineed to express this off. I can’t hold this anymore. However, remember, in life,we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay amillion times in our heads. But in the end, they shape every detail about us.

2011-11-01T13:10:00.002+08:00

Hi November. Please be good to me. love you aite :)

1.11.11 :')

-Sick.Skip school-

and i feel bad bout that

2011-10-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

Ew, school tomorrow.

Based on true story, this is what happened to me this morning when i realized that i didn't wash my shoes yet...

Hope everything will be fine tomorrow coz i don't do any homework or any study shit. I can't and no time. I wish i could turn back now. ouhh, baru nak rasa cuti dahh kena pi sekolah -.-

In the mood for vain.

2011-10-29T22:52:00.003+08:00

Caution: It might hurt your eyes. I vain too much today. mhihihi, sorry :p

The one with sunglasses is stupid. i know. heh

btw, not mine. Syikin's. hee, pinjam jap :p

Idk, just in the mood for photo session :}

Backk

2011-10-28T13:39:00.003+08:00

yippie yippie yay yay. I'm backk. Back from um i don't what should i name it. It's neither a hell nor heaven. Well then it's hospital. So yeah. But i did had little fun over there. I laughed alot over there and i cried too tho. Tired of what i am. I reached a point where i question myself what i was like when i'm normal and why am i here. I spend most of my time reading Dear John on my phone and another half of it is toilet -.-

I don't want to talk much bout this anymore. Most important now, I'm back home and good :)

I guess this pic explain much huh? Not really. lol

Just love the place :)

Anyway, thanks my friends who came over : Syikin, Jihann, Aina, Pipot, Diyana <3

and thanks to my soffiya's summarizer : Diana <3

and to others too who concern bout me. I love you guys <3's

xxfarah

2011-10-18T01:03:00.001+08:00

Abah is going outstation again tomorrow for 2days i guess? I said to him, eh tak ingat pulak yang abah nak pi esok. He said 'Padan muka' I was like, what an answer. Anywayyy, i looooove today!!!!!! ohh yeaaaah. Monday is awesome possum. Tuesday gonna be sucks. kbaai

2011-10-16T23:07:00.001+08:00

had so much fun today :D

Farah, Fazliza<3

I quoted what farah said 'weh kita dok buat perak'

lol, true much :p

My coolest Erma <3

sorry for telling you to walk faster. I forgotten bout your leg :/

ish my tudung is screwed --'

Loves

shit, diana's hairrr. gosh i miss ma long hair :{

Masuk wayang awal, nothing else to do. Sooooo vain time :D

I loike this piccaa :}

Diana, fuh memang kita cute gilaa dalam gelap :}

Apasal aku tak habih habih dengan peace ey -.-

heh

And finally, thank youuuuu ermaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! <3

Love youhhhhhhh

'Someday i will go there'

2011-10-14T16:04:00.002+08:00

so, now you love me? that’s cute adorable, in fact, considering you let me go, pushed me away. and i’m not an idiot, i took the hint and got over you. so you love me? bullshit. you came to that conclusion a little too late.♥ farah

2011-10-13T21:52:00.001+08:00

Awesome day at school. Thank youu Jihann, Afifah, Aina, Faten Athirah, and um i can't remember who else. sorry :/

Thanks for the cake <3 it's lovelyy. Heart shaped, aww. Love you guys lotss kay.

xx farah

2011-10-12T21:20:00.002+08:00

Explains everything. kthxbye

2011-10-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

I’m that girl who forgives everyone who gets mad at me. I’m that girl who cares way too
much about what people think of her. I’m that girl who fears being alone. I’m that girl who is scared of growing up. I’m that girl who acts like I’m tough when really, I feel like crying. I’m that girl who says yes to everything, because I hate disappointing people. I’m that girl who tries to be nice to everyone then gets taken advantage of. I’m that girl who doesn’t care if it’s a million dollars or a homemade card as long as you thought of me. I’m that girl who tries to express how she feels, but just can’t find the words. I’m that girl who everyone thinks they know, but they don’t.
I'm that girl :)

Babies.

2011-10-12T15:14:00.004+08:00

Babies. Yeap, i used to hate them so much and i even said to myself that i don't want to get a baby

urgh, old me huh. But when i grow up. I kind off changed a lot though.

I love babies. They're cute. Super cute.

Sometimes, when i saw someone pregnant.

I'll be looking at my own stomach, wondering someday how will it be.

The time will come to every lucky women in this entire world

Remark to my dad : I want a baby, not as a sibling. sorry

When i grow up, i wish to have a baby boy first then only baby girl

coz when they grow up, the boy will take care over the girl :}

and i actually see this almost on everyday.

How much her brother take care of her and he always side on his sister whenever she argue with anyone

we'll make cute babies :)

p/s oh yeah. you might thinking that i'm shoo futuristic or gatai nak menikah. Oh gosh, have you ever been thinking bout babies and your future? :)

2011-10-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

yipppee, thanks farahhhhh. You know i love them so muchhh.

yaayyy, gossip girls tonight! wooott

Yeap, she gave me this like 2days ago :D

The back cover was sugus. When the first time she said that she want to gave it to me

i saw the sugus cover and i was like what's with the sugus ey? lol

then i open i saw blair! damnnn hotttttt <3

yeah, can't deny this time. Serena looks hot. I want her body badly :}

Nate is the hottest. damnnn

2011-10-11T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hi, so i'm back.

Yeah just back from world war III

and i'm can still breathe

finals was FUUU.

hmphh. No use to regret.

Will work harder. promise <3

2011-09-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me :D

Gtg bubyee :(

will re-edit this post soon. :/

----

back.

oh malas la nak edit papa pasal birthday

Oh yeaah, thanks Erma for your card. It's lovely :}

andd thanks to Nur Farah for the unique pilot. Its sokay bout the faulty. No biggy. love youh <3

anyway people, she grown up. So please, treat me like i'm sixteen.

Awaaaay

2011-09-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

Yeaap, away. Abah is taking the broadband with him.

He's going for outstation, AGAIN -.-

This time is nearer than before but the duration is longer than before

2 weeks, oh nooo.

2 weeks no tutti frutti on sunday --', no fight, no argue, no stayback in school,

no drama that i cant chase the school bus, no referee if i fight with mama o.o

2 weeks!! ughh, i'm gonna miss him.

and the worst part is, he's not gonna be with me on my sweet sixteen :(

For the very first time in my lifee :{

well bye for now, i need to study -.- well i'll see if there's wifi, so yeah ;)

kbhaai i love you guyss

28/9/95 :')

It's FRIDAY FRIDAY

2011-09-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

yyyo. Yaay it's finally Friday. Something happened last night, ohh how can i be sooo careless -.-
I love you samsung. I'm sorry :/

Btw, happy Malaysia dayyyyyyyyyyy <3

POKEMON ASTROLOGY SIGNS.

2011-09-16T14:01:00.001+08:00

Vulpix - You are very energetic, courageous and quick witted! You love attention. However, you might find yourself being impulsive and impatient, and possibly be a little bit selfish.

Growlithe - You are patient, reliable, loyal and very determined to achieve your goals. Be careful of becoming possessive, self-indulgent or greedy, though.

Eevee - You’re very adaptive of any environment you happen to find yourself in. You’re also very intellectual and witty. However, a cunning person like you might find themselves being nervous, tense and afraid of imperfection.

Mew - You’re a sympathetic person, so you may find that other people’s joys and sorrows become your own. You’re also cautious, and can be very protective of those close to you. You may have a habit of being overemotional or moody, and you probably find it hard to leg go of things you love.

Wigglytuff - You’re probably the most generous and warmhearted person you know. Your enthusiasm causes people to like being around you. You’re faithful, and very loving. However, you might find yourself becoming bossy and patronizing without noticing.

Dragonair - You are a pretty modest person, right? And shy, as well. You’re a very good listener, and very diligent, too! You’re incredibly intelligent and analytical. On the downside, you might find yourself worrying about many things, including not being perfect. You also may come across as harsh sometimes, intentional or not.

Persian - You have a lot of charm. You’re a very easy going person, and you’re very sociable. You might even be called a flirt! You’re also quite changeable, or easily influenced, so be careful who you hang out with. Try your best to make your own decisions.

Pikachu - When you know what you want, you’re determined to get it and can be very forceful about it. You’re very passionate about many things. People are drawn to you because of your exciting, electric personality. You may have a habit of becoming jealous or resentful, though, and you can also be very secretive.

Clefairy - You are definitely an optimist. You enjoy the feeling of being free, and don’t let heavy emotions weigh you down. You’re a very honest and straightforward person. Sometimes, though, your optimism blinds you from the truth, and causes you to be careless and irresponsible.

Haunter - You’re a very practical person, and also very disciplined. People may look up to you for that. You’re also very humorous- on purpose or simply by accident! However, you may tend to be very pessimistic and judgmental. Lighten up!

Bulbasaur - You are very friendly, honest and loyal. You’re very good at using your imagination, and have many original thoughts. You’re also very good at being independent- you probably prefer to be alone in a lot of your free time. You’re not very emotional, though, and you tend to be unpredictable. Don’t be afraid to show your emotions.

Lapras - You’re very sensitive to the world around you. You try your best to be kind to others, and help out as much as you possibly can. You rarely worry about your own needs- you’re happy as long as the ones you care about are. However, you’re very idealistic, and feel let down when things don’t go as planned. You may also be easily led.

I'm persian! bhahahah omg, it's kinda true o.o

find yours! enjoyy ;)

2011-09-15T17:16:00.002+08:00

"EW, YOU LIKE HIM?"

-I fucking hate when I like a guy, and someone says that to me. How rude can you be? I don’t care if he isn’t the “cutest” boy ever, he doesn’t have to be. The fact that you don’t even know him, and you still said that. Fuck you. I like him for him. You might not think he’s cute, but you don’t see him the way I do. I think he’s perfect the way he is.-

and it's TRUE! haha. hey, jumpa benda ni ja tumblr ja k :}

The quiet place :)

2011-09-15T16:21:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, you need some rest..
Get away from problems, issues, typical, dramas, guiltiness and notifications
Have a great life.

Click this link and it will bring to life. There's no virus, no harm, no pornographic, nothing bad there :)
The Quiet Place <3

Enjoy people, Smile you're beautiful <3
xxfarah

2011-09-15T15:31:00.001+08:00

omgeee, i love her aloot!!!

I love her voicee, like seriously superB!

I just watched her videos on her youtube chanel. K im speechlessssss!

I just love her performance, it's simple ;)

andd she uberr cute :}

Skinny love

2011-09-14T15:51:00.000+08:00

skinny love? :}

Cool day bro

2011-09-14T15:46:00.002+08:00

Somebody just made my day yesterday. I blush all night. hahahahahahahahah :p ksorry.

Yeaaah, ass shit dayy. During physics! A sudden spot check for uniform. i was like ooh i wear todayy ;) then suddenly i heard including the one without name tag. i was like fuuuuu, my name tag is in my baggg! like whyyy nowww --' malas lah nak argue dengan 'miss' problem'. So yeah, 2Demerits. Kfine. Dua jee? Still like a boss.

When i was signing the dimerit paper, suddenly i heard Farah Aniis Azeera. I was like why my namee? So straight away after i signed my 2Dimerit, i went to the next teacher and see another dimerit paper. This time is six dimerit because i didn't go for bengkel drama last sat. fuuuuuuu. i'm speechleeeeeeessssss. well watevaaah. i don't caare. but still damn i need to check if i need merits to cover it back. urgh. Now i got six fucking smexy demerits.

well fyi when i was in primary i used to get 20-40 dimerits. bhahahahah, zaman kegemilangan! and i don't give a damnnn. how naise kan that timee

oh demerits...

yeah it does spoil my mood --'

2011-09-13T15:52:00.001+08:00

Do you know what mengucap is? Go and say it.
-This is something like, 'do you know what life is?, Go get one'

Anak Malaysia-Lah[Full]

2011-09-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

This is the full video :)

Yang korang tengok dekat facebook aku tu dah kena cut.

well yeah sebab competition kat fb hanya 2-3 min while another one is 4-5 min. So yeah

Ada 2 competition actually. Harapan nak menang tu amaaaat jauh :/

Tapi takpa lah, asalkan kita dapat sebarkan semangat 1Malaysia kepada generasi muda :')

okay i know this video tak perfect sangat even it's my own video

To me lah kan..

1)Video low quality

2) Suara monolog tak berapa bagus sebab ada part yang stuck

3) Hala tuju tak berapa tuju. hahah

okay, video ni memang low quality sebab guna ixus 65 jeee. Bertuah siot la kan kalau aku boleh buat dalam HD. Next, yeaaah actually taw apa yang terjadi kat part pasai P.Ramlee tuu ialahh NAFAS AKU DAH HABIH --'! pasai aku cakap non-stop. anddd aku paksa jugaaa habih kan ayat tu semua even aku stuck. sebab dah mcm lebih 10kali kott record suara. andd something wrong with my 'S' .hmph. dimaafkan? :)

er ending hala dia tak berapa ber-hala tuju sangat. I'm not really sure.

Angle is good (Y)

...

I'm sorry Puan Hooi. I know you're really really disappointed with us. We're really sorry for pushing you away. Yeaap, you really inspire us! thank you very muchh for guiding us. We really appreciate you, teacher.

From bottom of my heart, i'm really really sorry for being tooo careless. For keep delaying everything until everything becomes too late. I'm really sorry teacher. It's sokay that you don't want to watch this video. Maybe someday you will watch this and be proud of us. you rock!

Anyway people, enjoy this video! <3

p/s there's a part of me without tudung. the 'melemparkan senyuman' part. Yeap it was last year's video. and i have no choice. Excuse me

xxfarah

I go (with lyrics) by aizat

2011-09-08T15:44:00.001+08:00

I go and i will. For now

why? coz i'm tired. tooo tired...

...

I just realized that this song means so much to me :}

Alhamdulillah :)

2011-09-07T02:43:00.000+08:00

Thank God, we finished our video.

Yeap, something happened. Sorry, here is way too public for me to share the story :/

No matter what happen, i just keep hold on to one thing- Finish whatever you started

so yeah, no matter how sad we felt bout this

slightly our fault too for being too careless. sokay

...

Sso, i don't know where shall i post our video. Fb or here?

coz i don't really want it to be 'famous' heh

here coomes the vain of the day ;

niggght. btw syikin is heeere. oooook it's nearly 2.30 and we're still awake. Owl la katakan --'
andd yeaaah tmr got schoool. ok we need to wake at 5+.

and tmr this is what gonna happen to us during lesson

and this how we feel when we're going to school...

:D

2011-09-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

Oh i really loooove this placeee :}

Yes, i promise. Someday i'll buy one of this house when i come back to penang

I will live here, and i really wish to :')

ohh vain vain :p

i love my grandma house :}

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars <3

xxfarah

Tmr monday. Like seriously?

2011-09-04T22:18:00.003+08:00

ohh fyi. I am not ready to face my school day yet.

First, i feel shooo lazy to follow the timetable

Second, I din't wash my school shoe*but its new. so yeah :}

Third, I am freaaakin lazy to find my school uniform which is like the end of the world[inside my wardrobe] So i have to take all my prettypretty clothes down for the sake of my school uniform

Fourth, my coolest henna still doesn't fully fade. Which is i'm shoo freaking dead tmr :/

Fifth, I need to sleep like 10hours for today bcause yesterday i slept at 3am.

Sixth, I can't find my purse which i always bring to school

Seventh, I'm not well prepare to face my damn bio result

Eighth, I lost my ruler and i bought a wrong ruler[too big, can't fit my case]

Ninth, Toooooooo lazy to wake up at 6.55 and rush ah cek tmr and gotta deal with his deaf.urgh

Tenth, I'm still in raya mood btw.

-Silly reasons huh? very much.

but what i know that i'll gotta face tmr is

My henna, and the prefects will be like...

When teacher look at me and realize that i'm dreaming...

School assembly in the morning makes me...

when there's homework and all of my friends done their's...i'll be sitting there and...

kbhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai. Have fun. i need to go to school. nightttt. xxfarah

She grown up :')

2011-09-03T23:56:00.003+08:00

She whisper to me 'Macam tak percaya dah kahwin'

I smiled at her :)

I can't believe it too that now you're already married

She's my cousin btw, she just got married today, 3/9/11

Time kat masjid, maak ai touching gila

Air mata dah berlinangan, tapi dok busy snap sana sini

boleh lah nak covercover perasaan sebak tu :')

All i can say, happily ever after :}

yes, i believe in happily ever after even sometimes it doesn't happen to me

and time for pic with cousiessssssss <3

My coolest one on my mom's side :}

My awesome family <3

xxfarah

Happy independence day

2011-09-02T16:19:00.003+08:00

yeaaah, i know it's kinda late :/

but sokay, happy independence day Malaysia <3

I'm working on my 1Malaysia video project. So yeah

um, since Maha and me loove to sing 1Malaysia theme song in front of class

and she actually brought the lyrics along with her when she came over my house during 1st day of raya. awww :}

enjoy the video honey <3

p.s sorry for my annoying voice --'

Selamat Hari Merdeka, Malaysia!

love you-lah

xxfarah

Syoook nya Rayaa

2011-09-02T15:28:00.004+08:00

1st Day of Raya :')

Maha, Symone and Mei Chelle anddd Kak Imah came over to my house

Thank youu for coming babe <3

and we actually sing 1Malaysia song. ohh i'll try to upload the video on the next post. lols

Then went off to grandma's :')

2nd Daaaay

From Mainland to Minden

Soo, Amelina and Mei Chelle i'm sorry for not keeping my promise

My dad lahh, he can't stop talking --'

yayy, met erma <3

and here we goo, vaaain time

Holidaay, pastu rayaa

2011-08-28T13:20:00.002+08:00

Yooo supp peopleeeee

Can't wait for rayaaa :D

tapi puasa nak habih dah :/ cepat nya masa berlalu

hmm

umm i brought cam on friday

Bio jadi free lesson, so apa lagi ;)

snap sana sini. Mihihi <3

But this one during lesson :p kat blakang kelas dok mood raya dah :DD

The nerdos :p

yeaap, i love to sing 1Malaysia theme song with her<3

We will usually sing infront of the class. heee

I can feel that everybody hatin us. bhahah

Haaaai, saya Farah Aniis Azeera Azeman. Saya ingin mengucapkan Salam Aidilfitri kepada semua umat Islam di luar sana 8) Saya juga ingin memohon ampun dan maaf kepada seeeemua orang yang saya telah berbuat salah. Saya tawu saya ni tak la baik mana :}

Anyway, have fun peeps (Y)

xxfarah

#fact about me

2011-08-24T15:48:00.001+08:00

2011-08-24T14:14:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE HAS AN ANNOYING FRIEND x)

2011-08-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

I miss my grandma!!! I'm dying inside. It's been 8 years since she left and i'm not over it. I suppose i did. butttttttttt, something happened makes me thinking of her all day.

Whenever me and my dad having convo about this another 'lady' who used to care bout me soo much who used to be with me who used to support me who used to laugh at my silly jokes who used to treat me so well who used to ASK ABOUT ME whenever i'm not there, who used to talk to me limitless who used to make a part of her life even 10% of it and the most important is who used to be someone i love the most after she left me...it break my heart into pieces. and screw regrets

i bet non of you will get me. Nevermind. I feel like bursting out right now. I don't want to start crying, coz i won't stop. sorry about this post. kthxbye

Dear John

2011-08-20T20:39:00.002+08:00

Okay, i know i'm being outdated. lol

sokay, i just watched the full movie yesterday night :}

Thanks ee von, for your dvd <3

i actually watched half way, the my line connection suddenly #$@#$%@$

so yeah

Okaay, i actually cried like maddddd

It's sooo touchingggggggg :')

and especially this part

I can say, almost all romance drama which have touching part

I'll actually cry non stop.

It's like i can feel myself over there i mean in the situation that they're having

but it's not the same thing like what i am having in my life

Oh oh, i looooove Nicholas Sparks right noww

I need to go buy Dear John A.S.A.P!! i want to get more feeling. haha

:')

A little vain in school :)

2011-08-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

i was suuuper bored coz i've done my job

not really complete but sherlyn using it. so yeah

and this is what happened to farah when she get the webcam

sherlyn keep calling me 'you vain freak'

you reaally vain alot farah

you're lame farah

you're suuper lamee

hahahah, i don't care :p

2011-08-18T17:17:00.001+08:00

I feel like i'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen

but i never give up of trying :)

p/s i am not trying to be desperado over here k. hahah

Imperfection of life

2011-08-17T20:43:00.003+08:00

Yes, everybody has their own flaw :)

I am not perfect, neither are you

Yet there's still people who love me and accept me

Face the fact that, not everyone can accept you and you can't force everybody to like you

Well let them be then

Basically this video is about what i am facing throughout my life

I face certain of them almost on everyday

just because i smile all the time, doesn't mean that i have a perfect life

Well yeah, there's someone said to me

Farah, you're the only child, you're smart, you got whatever you want, you don't need to share, you don't need this and that, and bla bla bla...

I'll just reply that someone a big smile on my face

and only 1 thing came across my mind

'its sokay you don't know how i FEEL about everything'

;)

The girl who read this, you are beautiful exactly as you are and it's your imperfection that makes you perfect <3

xxfarah

p.s p.s, it's very low quality video. urghhh. I actually did one with HD but it's way too big to upload, so yeah :/ sorry if you can't read the papers. um try to pause and read it :} Anyway, no offence kkk

My childhood will never end :')

2011-08-13T22:45:00.006+08:00

weee, berbuka with my sidekick.

Syikin and Munirah <3

Ronda town then around 5+ we went to buy some food

Abah tunggu jeee dalam kereta. Sooo kami lah kena keluaq pi beli makan

dok jalan-jalan dengan karipap 3 ketul and terjumpa sorang ni juai mercun. oh my

Thenn, kitaorang pun pi la cakap. Dok tengok2 mercun macam nak beli smua

last2, beli sepeket ja --' 8kupang, supaya abah tak suspect yang kami beli mercun :}

lepas makan, smayang, terus pi main :D

My neighbor actually selling some. so yeah. teehee

Gasing :D

aww right

uh oh, i feel like i'm young again :')

oh yeah, view the video on my facebook.

xx farah

2011-08-10T22:15:00.003+08:00

Exam over. Like a boss

I can spend time more on stuff that i always wanted to do :}

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Jap ehh, farah nak ber-ayat :p

*coughh*

Regret, yes it strikes me every time i talk to you.

Sometimes i even think where is my pride when i talk to you or whenever i smile at you.

I feel like wohh the whole world come down and crash over my face.

But i'm not that kind of person who always let people down. So yeah

This is one of the worst regret i ever had i my entire life.

you will never know to who i'm pointing to because i am not being specific over here*peace

2011-08-05T14:53:00.003+08:00

all i want to do now is this

i'm just soooo tired. I feel like running away from all these

Morning go school then stayback for ed then tuition then i need to prepare foods for break fast

then ready to go tuition until night and THEN ONLY I GET MY LIFE BACK.

My eyes are so tired right now :/

yeah, dugaan

errrrrr

can i do this? like for real --'

k crap xx bhaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2011-08-04T16:14:00.002+08:00

oh that's cool o.o

but when mama buy oreo until 2 packets. I will be like

'WHO GONNA EAT ALL THAT'

K LET ABAH EAT.

but now, o.o can i have oreo mama? :}

p.s. i love you

2011-08-02T14:43:00.002+08:00

Finally, i've finished reading this book.

it's superB and yeah it's touching. aw so my type :}

yeeap, i only read romance, friendship and the one can lead me to emotional

and if i want to get a novel i would say no fantasy and horror

yeah that's me. lol wanna say i'm pervert for reading romance novel?

oh almost 80% of my friends said that to me. lool, i am not k -.-

It's just that yknow, i'm more to sentimental type. ceyy hahah

and here is my lovely phinky book tongs that I bought from Y.E

thanks for customize jaq :)

i want it longer :/

anywayyy yeah, sorry for being outdated. I know 'p.s. i love you' is so last year

but yeah, it was on sale that time. So yeah :p

2011-08-01T13:18:00.002+08:00

Think of the less fortunate and help one another is one of the things ramadan teaches us.
Let us not forget those less fortunate than ourselves.
Have a blessed Ramadan everyone <3

Today holidayy, wooohoo. Feeling sho up in the airr

Woke up laaate. and later tuition. Can't wait to go! wee

byeeee

2011-08-01T13:03:00.003+08:00

and this is what exactly happened to my weekend --'

I want to study abahh. but i just couldnt say that to him

he's like bringing me everywhere and it took like the whole afternoon :/

I should have been spending my time on book. sokay

we did had a great time kan abah :)

and my sunday too -.-

heading to nasi kandaq farlim-.-

Abah is teaching us how to gain more weight before Ramadan. oo no

LOOL, muka terhebat pada abad ini -.-

2011-07-28T15:55:00.002+08:00

Yo sup. Okay i guess i reached the point where i need to spit this thing out.

And again, it's about hijab :) sorry if this annoy you.

First, there's still numbers of people who ask me 'why' do i wear tudung?

well of course, I don't want to answer it in sarcastic way. So at last i can just say cause i want to or i'm ald sixteen. Firstly, you should get this thing clear. Wearing it is a MUST. So, yeah. It's because Allah told us to do so.

Next, to those who are free hair. Okay i'm not trying to be racist over here. lols. It's just that i don't agree the way you guys answer to the non-muslims whenever they ask you why you don't wear tudung. I used to answer them 'i'm not ready to wear tudung' but, when i started to wear tudung, i just realized something is wrong with that answer. Its like as if you putting wearing tudung not a must and the world is belong to you as in you can wear it whenever you feel like wearing it. Well i know, you wouldnt want to answer the truth, 'I dont wear tudung because i don't want to' or 'shit, i look fugly in tudung k' but that's the fact. isnt? ask yourself why. I've been through all these before and until now, Satan still mocking me fyi. It's NOT easy for beginners, so not. Especially when you have the feeling to turn free hair back. But Alhamdulillah i give my best to push it away. Oh come on girls, be strong. Push all those feelings away. You are embarrassing your own religion. I've heard few non-muslims comment towards those who doesnt wear tudung and i just got to agree with them coz they got their point. Deep down in my mind, i keep asking is it that hard to make one effort for your God, Mom and Dad? --'

and another thing, i heard 'Kalau sayang mama ngan abah, pakai lah tudung' loool, the most awkward moment for the daughter!! hahaha. is this how they persuade their daughter? hehh. come on, i bet your daughter doesnt wear tudung behind your back. hahaha. lagi teruk kan?

So NO OFFENCE K. If you have some other opinion, come and personally talk to me :) I'm just sharing out my thoughts. xx farah

2011-07-27T15:07:00.002+08:00

as usual, came back from school. eat then youtube

and i saw thissssssssssssss. say whaaaat?

omai-god --'

RED IS MORE THAN GREEN K. duh

I love my parents

2011-07-26T16:35:00.004+08:00

Mama & Abah

I just love my family.

Mama..

Abah..

:')

Innalillah

2011-07-26T14:40:00.002+08:00

Semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat :'{

There's a reason i found your profile and i actually wish to talk to you.

Eventually yeah God love you more. Al-Fatihah

Kawan-kawan ku sekalian,

sudahsudah lah buat dosa tu. Ajal tak kira muda atau tua

kembalilah ke jalan yang benar. Jangan terlalu terikut dengan duniawi

There's no second life in this world. Once it's end, there's no more

Oh come on, Allah never ask much from you.

He never even ask you to do bad stuff.

You all yang nak buat bad stuff that can lead yourself to danger

Life ain't that easy. but yeah, that's how it rolls.

hmph, aku harap semua kembali ke jalan yang benar :'/

Skinny obsession :O

2011-07-23T16:21:00.003+08:00

Okay, this really really freak me outttttt.

I just count my BMI and it's underweight. K no cool :O

My height is 157.5, my weight is 44 and my BMI is 17.7 andddd Underweight = <18.5

o.o

what actually happened to me was, i took my sega test i got my height and weight all. I told my friend to count my BMI and yeah she told me that i'm under weight. I was like o.O okay, chill yah. On the next day, my bio teacher taught us about diseases and one of it was anorexia nervosa. The best part was she showed us the videos. and i was like, can i go eat now? errrrr.

Nope, i am not going to gain any weight.

Maybe i'll maintain or 1kg won't hurt huh :p

So what is anorexia nervosa?

Anorexia nervosa, commonly referred to simply as anorexia, is one type of eating disorder. More importantly, it is also a psychological disorder. Anorexia is a condition that goes beyond concern about obesity or out-of-control dieting. A person with anorexia often initially begins dieting to lose weight. Over time, the weight loss becomes a sign of mastery and control. The drive to become thinner is actually secondary to concerns about control and/or fears relating to one’s body. The individual continues the ongoing cycle of restrictive eating, often accompanied by other behaviors such as excessive exercising or the overuse of diet pills to induce loss of appetite, and/or diuretics, laxatives, or enemas in order to reduce body weight, often to a point close to starvation in order to feel a sense of control over his or her body. This cycle becomes an obsession and, in this way, is similar to an addiction.

Signs and Symptoms:

The primary sign of anorexia nervosa is severe weight loss. People with anorexia may try to lose weight by severely limiting how much food they eat. They may also exercise excessively. Some people may engage in binging and purging, similar to bulimia. They may vomit after eating or take laxatives. At the same time, the person may insist that they are overweight.

There's more symptoms that my bio teacher told me during that day.

Well actually i found few of my characteristics. er

kaaaaays i'll eat more okay? :')

It's just i want is to wear skinny. I tired of facing hard time at changing room for trying my best to fit skinny jeans and i'm tired of wearing jeans that size 30 because if i bought 27, it can't fit my legs.

k wth

i know, exercise. mhm, i'll work this out! :)

xxfarah

Hijab?

2011-07-23T14:36:00.001+08:00

A conversation for Muslim sisters
Girl :	"I'm so tired."
dont-know-who :	"Tired of what?"
Girl :	"Of all these people judging me."
dont-know-who :	"Who judged you?"
Girl :	"Like that woman, every time I sit with her, she tells me to wear hijab."
dont-know-who :	"Oh, hijab and music! The mother of all topics!"
Girl :	"Yeah! I listen to music without hijab…haha!"
dont-know-who :	"Maybe she was just giving you advice."
Girl :	"I don't need her advice. I know my religion. Can`t she mind her own business?"
dont-know-who :	"Maybe you misunderstood. She was just being nice."
Girl :	"Keeping out of my business, that would be nice..."
dont-know-who :	"But it's her duty to encourage you do to good."
Girl :	"Trust me. That was no encouragement. And what do you mean `good` ?"
dont-know-who :	"Well, wearing hijab, that would be a good thing to do."
Girl :	"Says who?"
dont-know-who :	"It's in the Qur'an, isn't it?"
Girl :	"Yes. She did quote me something."
dont-know-who :	"She said Surah Nur, and other places of the Qur'an."
Girl :	"Yes, but it's not a big sin anyway. Helping people and praying is more important."
dont-know-who :	"True. But big things start with small things."
Girl :	"That's a good point, but what you wear is not important. What's important is to have a good healthy heart."
dont-know-who :	"What you wear is not important?"
Girl :	"That's what I said."
dont-know-who :	"Then why do you spend an hour every morning fixing up?"
Girl :	"What do you mean?"
dont-know-who :	"You spend money on cosmetics, not to mention all the time you spend on fixing your hair and low-carb dieting."
Girl :	"So?"
dont-know-who :	"So, your appearance IS important."
Girl :	"No. I said wearing hijab is not an important thing in religion."
dont-know-who :	"If it's not an important thing in religion, why is it mentioned in the Holy Qur'an?"
Girl :	"You know I can't follow all that's in Qur'an."
dont-know-who :	"You mean God tells you something to do, you disobey and then it's OK?"
Girl :	"Yes. God is forgiving."
dont-know-who :	"God is forgiving to those who repent and do not repeat their mistakes."
Girl :	"Says who?"
dont-know-who :	"Says the same book that tells you to cover."
Girl :	"But I don't like hijab, it limits my freedom."
dont-know-who :	"But the lotions, lipsticks, mascara and other cosmetics set you free?!
What`s your definition of freedom anyway?"
Girl :	"Freedom is in doing whatever you like to do."
dont-know-who :	"No. Freedom is in doing the right thing, not in doing whatever we wish to do."
Girl :	"Look! I've seen so many people who don't wear hijab and are nice people, and so many who wearhijab and are bad people."
dont-know-who :	"So what? There are people who are nice to you but are alcoholic. Should we all be alcoholics? You made a stupid point."
Girl :	"I don't want to be an extremist or a fanatic. I'm OK the way I am without hijab."
dont-know-who :	"Then you are a secular fanatic. An extremist in disobeying God."
Girl :	"You don't get it, if I wear hijab, who would marry me?!"
dont-know-who :	"So all these people with hijab never get married?!"
Girl :	"Okay! What if I get married and my husband doesn't like it? And wants me to remove it?"
dont-know-who :	"What if your husband wants you to go out with him on a bank robbery?!"
Girl :	"That's irrelevant, bank robbery is a crime."
dont-know-who :	"Disobeying your Creator is not a crime?"
Girl :	"But then who would hire me?"
dont-know-who :	"A company that respects people for who they are."
Girl :	"Not after 9-11"
dont-know-who :	"Yes. After 9-11. Don't you know about Hanan who just got into med school?
And the other one, what was her name, the girl who always wore a white hijab ummm…"
Girl :	"Yasmeen?"
dont-know-who :	"Yes. Yasmeen. She just finished her MBA and is now interning for GE."
Girl :	"Why do you reduce religion to a piece of cloth anyway?"
dont-know-who :	"Why do you reduce womanhood to high heals and lipstick colors?"
Girl :	"You didn't answer my question."
dont-know-who :	"In fact, I did. Hijab is not just a piece of cloth. It is obeying God in a difficult environment. It is courage, faith in action, and true womanhood.
But your short sleeves, tight pants…"
Girl :	"That's called `fashion`, you live in a cave or something? First of all, hijab was founded by men who wanted to control women."
dont-know-who :	"Really? I did not know men could control women by hijab."
Girl :	"Yes. That's what it is."
dont-know-who :	"What about the women who fight their husbands to wear hijab? And women in France who are forced to remove their hijab by men? What do you say about that?"
Girl :	"Well, that's different."
dont-know-who :	"What difference? The woman who asked you to wear hijab…she was a woman, right?"
Girl :	"Right, but…"
dont-know-who :	"But fashions that are designed and promoted by male-dominated corporations, set you free? Men have no control on exposing women and using them as a commodity?! Give me a break!"
Girl :	"Wait, let me finish, I was saying…"
dont-know-who :	"Saying what? You think that men control women by hijab?"
Girl :	"Yes."
dont-know-who :	"Specifically how?"
Girl :	"By telling women how and what to wear, dummy!"
dont-know-who :	"Doesn't TV, magazines and movies tell you what to wear, and how to be `attractive'?"
Girl :	"Of course, it's fashion."
dont-know-who :	"Isn't that control? Pressuring you to wear what they want you to wear?"
Girl :	[Silence]
dont-know-who :	"Not just controlling you, but also controlling the market."
Girl :	"What do you mean?"
dont-know-who :	"I mean, you are told to look skinny and anorexic like that woman on the cover of the magazine, by men who design those magazines and sell those products."
Girl :	"I don't get it. What does hijab have to do with products."
dont-know-who :	"It has everything to do with that. Don't you see? Hijab is a threat to consumerism, women who spend billions of dollars to look skinny and live by standards of fashion designed by men…and then here is Islam, saying trash all that nonsense and focus on your soul, not on your looks, and do not worry what men think of your looks."
Girl :	"Like I don't have to buy hijab? Isn't hijab a product?"
dont-know-who :	"Yes, it is. It is a product that sets you free from male-dominated consumerism."
Girl :	"Stop lecturing me! I WILL NOT WEAR HIJAB!
It is awkward, outdated, and totally not suitable for this society ... Moreover, I am only 20 and too young to wear hijab!"
dont-know-who :	"Fine. Say that to your Lord, when you face Him on Judgment Day."
Girl :	"Fine."
dont-know-who :	"Fine."
[Silence]
Girl :	"Shut up and I don't want to hear more about hijab niqab schmijab Punjab!"
[Silence]
She stared at the mirror, tired of arguing with herself all this time.
Successful enough, she managed to shut the voices in her head, with her own opinions triumphant in victory on the matter, and a final modern decision accepted by the society - but rejected by the Faith..
"Yes!" - to curls on the hair - "No!" - to hijab!
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[Holy Quran (91) 10] :	"And he(/she) is indeed a failure who corrupts it [the soul]!"
[Holy Quran (87) 16-17] :	"Nay! You prefer the life of this world; While the hereafter is better and more lasting."
[Holy Quran (3) 110] :	"You are the best community (Ummah) raised up for (the benefit of) humanity; enjoining what is right and forbidding what is wrong and believing in Allah." -How pain looking at this conversation. It shows us how stubborn we are. hmph. I hope oneday all the girls out there will move on and join us :')

2011-07-20T16:53:00.002+08:00

uh, just take a look at this.

yang ni ka hampa cakap hampa Malaysian?

Ye lah, sokong Arsenal. Tapi, woo salute ah dengan Malaysian punya fans nih

Orang lain mai Malaysia hampa support depa padahai hampa orang Malaysia

Aduh, malu sangat ah kot pakai jersi Malaysia?

pasai teman seperjuangan cakap, eh, apa barang pakai jersi Malaysia?

oookay, naise one Malaysia. Good job.

Anyway, good luck for tmr! FAHMIIII <3 loveyoubroo

2011-07-20T14:49:00.002+08:00

Jihanneyyy, don't you love this? cute kan :D

I'm sorry for being a bitch to you just now. I'm sorry, I love youuhh :*

Rebecca Black - My Moment - Official Music Video

2011-07-20T14:26:00.001+08:00

She getting prettierrrrr and i love her bangs :}

But still this song kinda annoying too -.-

Yeah, much better than Friday. RIGHT.

I found this comment on youtube ; Just another kid with rich parents and no talent.

It's kinda true, hm. She's rich but um her voice not any better than maddi jane.

Nah, i'm not her hater. But yeah it's unfair to those who can sing far better than her. but why? coz they don't have money? coolstorybro.

Harry Potter :')

2011-07-19T15:01:00.002+08:00

watched it yesterday :}

It's the best movie everr <3

I actually cried, it's kinda touching actually :')

10 years huh. I still remember when the first time I watch The socerer's stone.

I actually used to hate Hermoine. hahaha.

But when she grew up, woaah. I take back i word :p

and until now, i want hermoine to be with harry. aw, they're sho cute togetha <3

woo, so much of attractiveness <3

Tom is superr hot. hahaha :D

anyway, this video :')

2011-07-16T21:39:00.001+08:00

i did get my monthly test timetable but i didn't even give a look at it

this is like suuper shiit. gottagoooo -.-

sorry jihann, random shot -.-

2011-07-10T19:16:00.000+08:00

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

The tale of the three brothers

2011-07-10T18:34:00.005+08:00

Deathly hollow

“There were once three brothers who were travelling along a lonely, winding road at twilight. In time, the brothers reached a river, too treacherous to pass. But being learned in the magical arts, the three brothers simply waved their wands and made a bridge. Before they could cross however, they found their path blocked by a hooded figure, it was Death, and he felt cheated. Cheated because travellers would normally drown in the river. But Death was cunning. He pretended to congratulate the three brothers on their magic, and said that each had earned a prize for being clever enough to evade him.

“The oldest, asked for a wand more powerful than any in existence. So, Death fashioned him one from an Elder Tree that stood nearby.

“The second brother, decided that he wanted to humiliate Death even further, and asked for the power to recall loved ones from the grave. So Death plucked a stone from the river, and offered it to him.

“Finally, Death turned to the third brother. A humble man, he asked for something that would allow him to go forth from that place without being followed by Death. And so it was that Death reluctantly handed over his own Cloak of Invisibility.

“The first brother travelled to a distant village, where with the elder wand in hand, he killed a wizard with whom he had once quarrelled. Drunk, with the power that the Elder Wand had given him, he bragged of his invincibility. But that night, another wizard stole the wand, and slit the brothers throat for good measure. And so, Death took the first brother for his own.

“The second brother journeyed to his home, where he took the stone and turned it thrice in hand. To his delight, the girl he had once hoped to marry before her untimely death appeared before him. Yet soon she turned sad, and cold for she did not belong in the mortal world. Driven mad with hopeless longing,the second brother killed himself, so as to join her. And so, Death took the second brother.

“As for the third brother, Death searched for many years, but was never able to find him. Only when he attained a great age did the youngest brother shed the Cloak of Invisibility, and give it to his son. He then greeted Death as an old friend, and went with him gladly, departing this life, as equals.”

One died for power, One died for love, One greeted death like and old friend

Harry potter <3

2011-07-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

I want this necklace. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee

I'm willing to buy

wuaaaaaaaaa, where to get this in Malaysia? :'(

Ohhhh, somebody tell me pleaseeee?

I'm soooo envy towards someone. I really want her pencil case :'( nvm

I think they have this necklace in KL. but wheree? :'(

Sorry, right now i'm so high about harry porter

and i'm not really ready for the final battle :/

I just don't want it to end yet :'{

2011-07-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

Ron: ”Don’t worry. He’ll be here in a minute.”
Hermione: ”Will you stop eating? Your best friend is missing!”
Ron: ”Oi. Turn around, you lunatic.”

One of my fave heRmiONe movie moments <3

For the last time

2011-07-06T18:40:00.004+08:00

I’m not ready to put on my badge for the last time.

I am not ready to pick up my wand for the last time.

I am not ready to hear Hedwig’s theme for the last time.

I am not ready to see that logo flash upon the screen for the last time.

I am not ready to see the characters I grew up with live…for the last time.

Where is a time-turner when we need it?

:'( no i don't want this to end yet :(

2011-07-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

8planets,

204 countries,

809 islands,

7 seas,

6, 000, 000, 000+ people

AND I’M SINGLE

woohoo, FTW

2011-07-06T18:09:00.001+08:00

ok, it's fact.

First, people don't use english just to show off. It's just that what you think towards them.

yes i know some of the girls will speak english just to get some attraction

or maybe just to show off their slang. hell yeah i can't face them too. haha.

anyway, to mak cik and pak cik out there. come on, anak-anak Malaysia zaman sekarang dah maju bukan dok pi bendang dah. Depa semua dok pi oversea sana oversea sini.

Hampeh english tak baguih tara mana pun. sampai nak speaking pun tak boleh.

Tak ka malu nama Malaysia kita yang terpuji ni? Dah ada pulak yang pandai speaking, cewah baru balik oversea kan. pastu balik kampung dook speaking ngan mak cik pak cik atau pun cakap bm yang slang mat-saleh. Baru mak cik pak cik nak kata mat saleh juboq hitam -.-

amik ang. Tu lah orang cakap, use it at the right time. Well you got my point over here?

and to some malay girls and guys out there. Don't be typical bout this.

English is a language that we need to improve by speaking and writting.

SO, if your friends speak or use anything in english. Jangan plak dok kata matsaleh juboq hitam. Rude siot. Honestly, to me. I don't find that word is funny.

Macam insulting something that shouldn't be insulted.

Open up your mind and be considerate please? :)

2011-07-04T19:48:00.001+08:00

backkkkk. abah dah balik :DDDDD

i hugged him :} ohh, how i miss him. anddd he got what i want :)

awww, thank youuu abahh. andddddd I GOT NEW PENDRIVE. bloodyyy hell. it's shoooooooo gold plated. hahaha. but not real one k. lawl. anyway, there's so muchh to blog about! uhh. gtg, tution. ttyl

xxfarah

2011-06-23T16:17:00.002+08:00

YOO, supp.

i think i'm away for a week :/

something that idk how to explain over here. lawl nah it's not a private stuff

Abah is going out station for A WEEK. somewhere like really far away :{

So left me and mama. Gossh, i hope nothing gonna happen.

I need abah as my referee if i fight with mama -.-

pfft. kays, take care abah. i love youu, and we gonna miss you

my eyes rotten -.-

2011-06-23T16:04:00.003+08:00

wee, my specs.

it's fixed. like finally

haha, actually it's already fixed last week :p

now i can see everything clearly.

um no, i don't wear it 24/7

yet i am still trying to cure back my eyes.

well tell me how do i do that?

every time i'll put my laptop on my lap and it's quite near to my 'rotten eyes'

and i read books quite near :/

i don't wanna wear specs 24/7

and i don't feel comfy with it :/ heh

xxfarah

2011-06-21T16:06:00.001+08:00

Woke up late. Skipped school. Clean my room. Addmaths+Online+Music.

Happy father's day, abah

2011-06-19T17:34:00.002+08:00

To my dearest abah, i know I've never been a good daughter to you

I never always make you proud of my exam result or anything

but until one day, when i hugged you after i got my result

I can see from your eyes that you about to cry :')

That's the only day in my life that i ever seen you're proud of me even i didn't achieve that high

You're the coolest, the strongest, the MAN OF MY LIFE

I promise you abah, one day i'll make you proud of me :}

I still remember when i was in kindergarten,

every morning i'll miss the bus because i walk so slow -.-

and whenever i'm about to miss the bus, you will carry me under your arm and ran to the bus

How pain was that. lawl

You taught me how to be independent and how to manage the money that you give me

You spend time with me, and i still hold your hand whenever we walk together

I tried to push your hand down coz people staring at me

I shouldn't ever bother bout what people thought towards me

I'm abah's little daughter and THE ONLY ONE.

That is my dad :}

and he's such a poser

I'm abah's little guuuuuurl :')

AND TO ALL THE STRONG FATHERS,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY OUT THERE<3

AND TO ALL THE LOSERS FATHER WHO ABANDON THEIR CHILDREN

YOU MAY GO KILL YOURSELF NOW

p/s I don't have any tudung picture with my dad. So, this is mainly bout my dad. If you wanna talk bout my picture without tudung, ohh i care huh? Haters gonna hate.

xxfarah

Back to school

2011-06-12T22:29:00.003+08:00

awwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhrghhhh, so fast?!

I still got tons of things that i want to do for my holidayyy.

There's so much thing i want to blog about my holidayy :{

and this and thaaaat

and tomorrow school RE-OPEN

well, face it farah.

K, well i did had fun during holiday.

Goshh, this 2weeks of holiday is like SUPERB.

I spent most of my time with my family & friends.

Saturday I went 2 kenduri one the same day with my beloved Syikin and she slept over my house

Sunday Tuition, and nothing much :)

Monday to Thursday I went to school for video project

Friday REST

Saturday went kenduri with my family and had Nasi Kandaq night with my cousies :}

Sunday went youth jam for treasure hunt and had great time with people love

Monday REST

Tuesday calling-calling :p

Wednesday went and buy stuff for Farasyikin with Mama and Syikin came over my house for sleep over

Thursday went to THE CARNIVAL with Syikin and her sistaa. aww, we reallyreally had great time togetha. I love you to the bits syikin :}

Friday woke up and Syikin had to go home :{ and Jihann CAME :} we watched Black Swan halfway. hahaha. i know what you're thinking J :p

Saturday REST THE WHOLE DAY AT HOME

and Sunday, *WOOOOOOOOMYGOOOD, DO I HAVE ANY HOMEWORK TO DO?!

FFFUUUUUUUU.

oh yeah, i just looove this holiday. I do the thing i love and spent time with the one i love the most. Thanks for it ;)

xxfarah

2011-06-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

Just watched this yesterday,

and I loved it and wanna watch it three hundred times more

92 Truths about me

2011-06-08T14:31:00.008+08:00

NAME: FARAH ANIIS AZEERA AZEMAN

AGE: 16

BIRTHDATE: 28/9/95

PRESENT ADDRESS: Penang, Malaysia

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. [erma tagged me on facebook, i'm quite layzeh to post this on facebook. so i blog this k?]

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people in the right hand corner of the app then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = plain water

2. last phone call = Nurasyikin zainol<3

3. last text message = Nurasyikin zainol<3

4. last song you listened to = E.T cover by nana

5. last time you cried = Yesterday, hahah.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = No

7. been cheated on = Nope

8. kissed someone & regretted it = NOPE

9. lost someone special = My coolest Grandma :'( and i don't feel like i'm really over it :/

10. been depressed = yeaap

11. been drunk and threw up = No and never will

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Hot Red

13. Navy blue

14. Pale pink

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = Yes.

16. Fallen out of love = pfft, yes.

17. Laughed until you cried = YES

18. Met someone who changed you = YEAAP

19. Found out who your true friends were = Yeah <3

20. Found out someone was talking about you = can't remember, but i guess no? :/

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = NO.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = umm tbh only 60% of them

24. Do you have any pets = LOST AND DIED :'(

25. Do you want to change your name= Nope, i love my name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = eat until i'm sick.

27. What time did you wake up today = 11.30 a.m

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Sing

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = to watch harry porter II

30. Last time you saw your Mother = Just now

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Move on.

32. What are you listening to right now = She will be loved-Maroon 5

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= so far, nope

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Do i have any homeworks? :/

35. Most visited webpage = Facebook, Tumblr, Youtube, Blog && OMEGLE. ftw

37. Nickname = F.A.R.A.H

38. Relationship Status = Single, ftw!

39. Zodiac sign = Libra

40. Male or Female = FEMALE

41. Elementary = SK Jalan Hamilton :')

42. High School = SMK convent green lane :D

43. College = umm, not sure :p

44. Hair color = Fully black

45. Long or short = short

46. Height = 159

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = I'm not sure :/

48. What do you like about yourself? = Alot 8D

50. Tattoos= I would like to have it on my chest & leg :DDDDDDD *not permanent k

51. Righty or lefty= leftyyy

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery= idk

53. First piercing = strd 1

54. First best friend = Nur Salimah

55. First sport you joined = idk, haha

56. First vacation = Langkawi kot?

58. First pair of trainers = err huh

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = i'm full

60. Drinking = nah

61. I'm about to = sleeeep

62. Listening to = My friend talking

63. Waiting for = TOMORROW!

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = yeaaaaah

65. Get Married? = yes, of coz

66. Career? = keep it secret :x

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = Lips

68. Hugs or kisses= Kisses

69. Shorter or taller = Taller

70. Older or Younger = younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous = 60% romantic40% spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Nice stomach :D

73. Sensitive or loud = LOUD

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = both? :p

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = NO

77. Drank hard liquor = Never

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Not yet :D

79. Sex on first date = NOOO

80. Broke someone's heart = yeah, and sorry

81. Had your own heart broken = YES many times.

82. Been arrested = Not yet :D

83. Turned someone down = yeah

84. Cried when someone died= yeah...

85. Fallen for a friend = i guess

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = Yes.

87. Miracles = Yes.

88. Love at first sight = I'm not sho

89. Heaven = Yes.

90. Santa Claus = Not really..

91. Kiss on the first date = NO

92. Angels = yeap :D

and i'm freaking done here. fuh

Youth jam'11

2011-06-05T22:09:00.007+08:00

I went on Sunday for Treasure Hunt :}

Reached there around 11

Our team :D

Cybershot's T-shirt :D

Actually, we got that badge from flyfm

Then i lost it! :(

I want i bacccck :{

They love anime :p

hungrrryy, we didn't took any break during the treasure hunt :/

when the gay gets shy :p

Finally :D

and we all were totally wet because of the pingpong stuff -.-

well we didn't win :)

i actually know that. There's so many groups that far better than ours

Anyway, sokay, we did had a greaat time :D

Syikin, Daniel, Nafiza and Jaztmond

I love you guys, thanks a lot :D

you made my day :}

xxfarah

Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried?

2011-06-05T21:30:00.002+08:00

Cried because you're ugly. Because you're not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself.

Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings.

Cried because your family is dysfunctional.

-yeeap, i did coz..

You don't want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you're the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you're alone, you break down and just cry.

You know you're a photographer when...→

2011-06-05T01:45:00.000+08:00

§ You have more pictures of your friends than yourself.

§ When you’re hardly in the pictures.

§ You’re the only one at a dinner table taking photos of your food.

§ Photoshop is always running on your computer.

§ When you take a picture of anything and it becomes a masterpiece.

§ You’re willing to get up at 5am to go and photograph the sunrise.

§ You make your friends wait in the middle of a moving crowd just to get the perfect shot.

§ You do not need software to make your photograph good…

§ You think about what manual settings you should use when you see something interesting.

§ You take pictures of garbage because it’s pretty.

§ Watching a movie and your more focused on camera angles that what’s actually going on in the movie.

§ When you wish your eyes had an inbuilt camera for days when you’re not carrying the camera.

§ Your camera runs out of batteries before your cell phone does.

§ Your friends don’t even notice you taking photos of them anymore.

§ You try to see every thing through lenses.

§ You take pictures of things that other people never would have thought of taking.

§ You climb a hundred vertical feet just to get a better view.

§ At a wedding, you pay more attention to the photographer and their gear than the couple.

REBLOG PEOPLE :D